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dear all,

 

i said goodbye to my capital's friends on the last day. all of our friends came to lunch at 11:00 together. i was very very sad. i couldn't sleep for 3 night incoulding the last night. everytime when i closed my eyes, i was always thinking about the leaving pictures. it made me really sad and couldn't sleep well. this morning, we went to breakfast with carolyn. actually i didn't have any mood to eat, but i wanted to stay with her together. when we took the last pictures i saw her eyes fulling with tears ,mei-fang and me too. after the breakfast, we went to pick maple leaves, trying to keep more memorials about capital in my life. finally, we went to dinning hall for lunch at 11:00. Geoff avoided attending 1 class, abash took 1 hour leave form work, stephen was late for next class. i knew everyone came to have a lunch with us, even the time was really early for eating lunch. of course, i couldn't eat anything without juice. how can i tell you my feeling at that time dear..time was fast, we needed to leave dinning hall and went back to our dorm to pick our packages up to lobby. when i arrived the lobby, i saw that everyone were staying there. i couldn't stop my tears, everyone held us to their arms. i do really enjoy the time, and i wished it could be stop at that time. unforturnaly, Ken came. i knew that when Ken came we needed to really say goodbye, my heart was pain and hurt. when i saw everyone was crying for the leaving. i knew that maybe after today most of you guys i can't  meet you anymore, or maybe it would takes a long time to meet you guys again. everytime when i think about this ..i feel really really sad and sick..how can i do..dear..the only thing i can do is cry...

anyhow, i was so happy about you guys came to say goodbye to us...i miss you guys so much already..

 

May2005/10/31